NEEDLEWRITER

A story about diving

Reading through finally found myself in the depths of deep water. Eleven kilometers down in deep sea water. Amazing thing occured while I deepdived. I found a casket, sealed. Took it on my back and dived it out. While I was opening the casket, a tremendous amount of books flew out. I thought to myself – Free paper – because it was empty, the paper I mean. So I lit a fire with rocks and I took a stick to make a pen. To write ofcourse. But I was wet. Love of my, how it flew on the wind. The salt off of me, and how my thinking process flew. The sun heated up, the fire was simply nice to make charcoal out of the stick. To write… I wrote tremendous amount of deep dive situations I encountered. From big and small fishes to deep and dark waters and shallow ends and beautiful loved corals. When I finished exploring the deep dive on paper I found out that reading it would do the trick. It simply exploded, my viewsight. And I, I fell down unconsious to gather up my mind supposedly. Tremendous mental job – because the sun and clear sky, and virtually no cloud around – the brightness of it all took a toll on my psyhe. I thought I was never to recover, as I made myself think I saw god. My god! It was fun, thinking that, and so shut up I told you any of this. Fun, fun, fun… It lasted half an hour of this, removing the brightness, the sky, the sun, the pain, the stiffness, the numbness. When I woke up I ran to the woods to hide and protect myself from the burning summer day – and no way out, because there is no way in. And trust me no sin but virginity. Because I met him there lying on the grass floor protected from the sun by the shade of a tree. Beauty took it all out of me. „Will you be mine?”. Then I fell down weeping by his body, his face.
Beauty woke up, took my shattered soul „Will be, forever more”.
Tears fell out, the muddy water they took out of our eyes, the bloody promised skies and the ground beneath our feet – all together wept „LOVE”.